Really need to blog often ! Been abandon my blog for a while, i shall make a quick post now :)

Oh, Poly Year 1 is finally over ! i still rmb the first day of school with BJ where all of us were still very lost about the environment of the school. Time passes very fast... vroom tahda! year 1 is over! Thanks God for really awesome and fun classmates who made my year 1 are great one ! :D

As for beginning of this sem, i was flooded with so many projects and tests which took me alot of precious time to bond with my family and Secondary School. i used to go back Malaysia for at least once a month, but now, i rarely have time to go back and visit my relatives ): Had a really wonderful Chinese New Year in Malaysia and was glad to see all my relatives again. However, Chinese New year will not be the same anymore. Something unpleasant happened two weeks after CNY which was during my major examinations. My uncle passed away due to heart attack. 我万万没有料到最后一次见到我舅舅会是在新年的时候。It hurts me to see My mum's swollen eyes after crying for the whole night.. My Last time i saw my uncle was during Chinese New Year. He asked me how was my school, my studies and asked me why i seldom come back this year. I told him i was busy with projects and studies since Poly started. He nodded his head and said "No matter what, you have to come back frequently to visit your grandmother, she will be very happy to see you all." I was feeling very guilty for not able to visit her often.
What surprised me was, he was still very energetic when i last saw him, i never heard him saying he was feeling unwell or uncomfortable. My uncle sat down together with us and gamble. We joked, we laugh and had quality time spent tgt. i never thought that this will be the very last time i see him.. ):

It really pain me looking at those old photos of his and it remind me of the times we had for the past 19 years. he taught me a lot of things which lead me to who i am now. Time will heal everything i guess. i hope Grandmother will never know about this incident forever. i know she has the rights to know but sometimes ignorance is a bliss.

I have so much things yet to tell him. Thanks for being there for me uncle, although you always asked to me do this/that. Thanks for being a understanding uncle. i will miss your loud voice, your jokes, your encouragement, your bald head, your smile, your good character and everything. i promise you i will excel in my life and will be filial to my parents and grandmother. Lastly Rest in Peace. God will ask all of you to wake up when time is up. i will miss you.