woohoo! A beautiful saturday!
Woke up at eleven am, not a good night sleep as i keep waking up for toilet! Maybe i drank too much water yest. HAHA.

Watching titani now! Sad to say, this is my first time watching! Haha, i know i'm lack. But, i felt it was damn nice! I don't really watch movie when i was young?
Because i can't understand english and i'm lazy to read the chinese subtitle.

Ohmy, i miss all my secondary sch friends! Especially ming yu, zoe, ida, caroline, hp, celena, ger, brendy, xl and more girls and guys! I want to see them all soon! Please ask me out! I never seen them for months!

LOLS! I did not do any homeworks today? I'm slack yeah. Because i'm waiting for march, when dae results gg to be out! I'm not gg to put my heart on my JC studies unless my dae fails. Then a lot of catch up work have to be done on March holidays. Hope, really hope that my dae will be successful! I don't want to be troubled over this matter again.

IJC for the third week. Met my wonderful classmates. Still not bonded with them but i know they are great! Haha, i'm the oldest but the shortest there really. And the fatest! Christine, i wish you're there. LOL! School ended very late everyday except wed :D
i miss nvss wed when i can slept till late morning and had three hours of lessons. Wow, thats great! But no more now..

I have to rush my homework tml! Wish me luck.

There is two type of people in this world, winner and loser. Today, you shape your future.

HELLO !
i did MATHS MATHS and more MATHS for the weekends ! LOL.
H2 maths is really difficult for me, i dont know most of them.
All required A maths & i have to dig out my bro's A maths textbk to refer to the chapter.
It sux ok . double effort = success ?!

我也不喜欢华文文学。好难啊。老实说，我对华文的喜爱不是很好，可以在O水准考得好成绩对我来说是个奇迹！哈哈。还有啊，我班上的华文学生都是数一数二的！我想我是最差的吧 XD 不管了，赢就赢吧。

The same old feeling come back to me again, why am i feeling that way?
I hide most of the things to myself because i trust no one..

JC is really one of the biggest obstacle in my life. i can't catch up with my studies, i cant do the tutorial. March, dae results will be out. I seriously hope i can go in to the course i want. i guess i will be crazy soon. God, please help me.

Been in IJC for a week already. It was very hard for me in the beginning as i have to adapt in the new environment. Without any friends beside me, i felt so lost and lonely. I tried to occupied myself with notes during break time but my mind wasn't there. Anw, i have a hard time catching up with my studies as all of them covered some parts of the chapter.

Yesterday, the class posting was out! My class 1025A took the same combination of subjects. Most of them are girls and only 8 guys. Did some introduction to the class and managed to know some of them.

Cny celebration in ijc today. The hall got air con. Lol. Ok, nothing to surprise abt. Lion dance was great but i had gastric pain that affect my mood. Wanted to go back nvss today but my school release super late! So did not go. I miss nvss and the teachers there!

Yeah! Will be gg back Malaysia for cny! I miss my relative too! &will be back on tues due to SCHOOL! Hate it damn it.

i can't describe my feelings now, it was terrible. No point hiding in a corner and cry. I deserve it.

Anw, today is my first day in innova JC, the most lousy one in singapore. Just because i couldn't accept the fact that i was posted to engineering course, i decided to try jc. I thought every poly have direct admission exercise, but just found out, only nyp has it. That means that my chance to appeal to poly is very very low.

I really hate Jc life. I really want to go out of Jc. I don't want stress. Without A maths, i will probably suffer alot alot. I really can't deal with the stress. I feel so lost and lonely in a new environment. That is the most bad thing really. THIS IS THE MOST DIFFICULT MOMENTS IN MY LIFE, from getting the o level results till now. I can't cope with it. I can't stop thinking abt my future. What happened to me?

GOD, PLEASE HELP ME.

hello, below are my dishes for coursework! Haha. Not very happy with my overall presentation because those dishes looked quite disgusting, but it tasted nice! Heh heh.
Especially my lemon cheese cake, the one i practiced the most but it failed badly on the practical day. Haiz. Haha!

I should have upload these pictures earlier but i don't want myself to upset over this matter when i look at the pictures. Haha.
Really shocked that i got a A2 for fnn because i thought i did badly for my practical and coursework B. & my fnn theory was difficult!

THANKS Mdm leong and Mdm siva for my grades! Thanks christine (for letting me copy a few sentences) and dearest textbook for my reference! Haha.