hi, leeyeowshen is finally eighteen and two week old.

Thinking alot (again) & i realise i am actually a failure in life for my eighteen years. Why? i'm constantly finding excuses to defend myself from getting hurt. This is really bad, i'll never grow up if i still continue like this.

): okay, i have to accept the fact that i'm eighteen, which consider a young adult. I have to be more independent and make decision myself.

I'm very disappointed with myself for being so indecisive i'm still not sure what i really want, what is my passion, goals and all . I can't imagine my future.

Thank God for making my seventeen a wonderful one & i hope my eighteen will be better.:) please help me along when i fall.

Hate being so negative.
Good bye lovely.