2 more days to a Brand New Year !!

I'm so lazy to write out my reflections for year 2010, but i have to say this year wasn't really that great!! :/ This year, i would say is the year where i get to understand myself more.Getting to know myself more than before, learning to overcome all the obstacles which i faced by myself and not relying on my friends as much.First, I wanna to thank God for everything he gave me. He made me believe that i can do it. I hope you can continue support me in everything i do.

As for beginning of the year was great as we had our 5 months long holidays while we were waiting for the O level results. Gotten my O's result and i would say i couldn't ask for more! i was really contented about my results and was super proud of myself.. Probably i think to highly about myself, i thought my results can actually eligible for the course i like and i began to choose those courses that i preferred like accounting or banking, however i was wrong. I was posted to NYP Electronics, computer & communications Engineering . you will never know how shocked and disappointed i was. i began to try my luck to appeal to other courses but again i failed..
Thanks God for Innova Jc who understand my position and willing to accept me as a J1 student. If you read my blog last time, you should know how i struggle there and having difficulties coping with every of the subjects. I was glad to know some of my friends and teachers in jc and they helped me alot.. On the other hand , i was appealing for NYP business management course and it took me two months for the results. and tadah i got in !! i was relieved and decided to withdraw from ijc .. Without my family and friends who always there for me, i think i will break down and give up on myself. really appreciate their constant care and love for me :)

It was then the start of Poly where i experience the major changes between secondary school life and poly life. i seriously took one whole semester to adapt to Poly life. It is where you need to have self discipline and learn to be independent. I was really happy that many of my secondary school friends like Christine, Celena, Caroline & many more are in the same poly as me. Initially, i couldn't adapt to Poly teaching style and the way they conduct the lessons. i regretted for playing too much and didn't pay attention for lectures and tutorials. my gpa for sem 1.1 is below my expectations. i was glad to know my class BJ and managed get bonded with them day by day! And not forgetting my poly cliques like karina, Audrey & Jinghui , they just made my poly life a great one ! hahah. yong tau fu FTW yeah! :) however, Jinghui is leaving to Australia soon and had withdrawn from poly.. we will never be the same without you ): ! As for Sem 1.2, it's wasn't that fun anymore and i started to dread school more. i was flooded with so many projects :[ *dislike. Sighh.. a thought of it makes me headache.

Lastly, i was glad that i still managed to keep in touch with a few of my secondary School friends !! true friends stay indeed. grateful. Except for one. She is my very best friend and i know this will never change however i did not managed to keep in touch with her. i don't know what is the reason she's avoiding us or we don't have time for her. but i really hope things will change because i don't want to lose a friend like her.. )):

hm, New Year Resolutions for 2011 ! :)
- better GPA
- happier and fruitful poly life.
- Better r/s with my close ones
- Slim down lol !
- Get closer to God
- & get a <3 HAHA

COOL SHYT ! hahaha . just went to North Vista Secondary School Website and found this ! hahaha . Again, i never thought of getting into top 5 before !

HAHA, but it's all over man . Struggling in Poly now . )):

hi, leeyeowshen is finally eighteen and two week old.

Thinking alot (again) & i realise i am actually a failure in life for my eighteen years. Why? i'm constantly finding excuses to defend myself from getting hurt. This is really bad, i'll never grow up if i still continue like this.

): okay, i have to accept the fact that i'm eighteen, which consider a young adult. I have to be more independent and make decision myself.

I'm very disappointed with myself for being so indecisive i'm still not sure what i really want, what is my passion, goals and all . I can't imagine my future.

Thank God for making my seventeen a wonderful one & i hope my eighteen will be better.:) please help me along when i fall.

Hate being so negative.
Good bye lovely.