/}YEOW SHEN's BLOG

Feeling very emotional nowadays. i hate this insecure feeling of mine. Sorry for not able to blog recently due to heavy workload . Projects are like a bitch !! please end it fast , i hate presentation and meeting up for projects !! Can any IT students please help me with my website? hm, if only i have those participate group mates ... one word to describe my group, CUI ! im the group leader some more, who to be blame? . Fish it, i screwed everything, EVERYTHING! Fed up ! dread of school , dread of nyp.. looking reall forward to YOG BREAK !!

hahaha, im like repeating how i dread school and projects again & again ! but seriously, i need a life. I miss secondary school . i miss my cliques like christine & Mingyu their jokes never failed to make my day, i miss crapping with Caroline and the royal family, I miss the fun times we had in school, I miss being the quietest in class. I miss the noise from forever loudest and lovable Xueli and their mates. I miss the teachers in nvss. In poly, you dont even get to joke with the lectures or the tutor.. i miss the feeling of going to the better class for C.science and maths. 5N2 ppls were way to entertaining. and i miss the attention .

I MUST LEARN TO LAUGH , PRETEND TO BE HAPPY, KEEP A SMILE ON MY FACE everytime ... i will not let my personal emotions to affect me in my life. Have you ever wondered what you want to be when you grow up ? im clueless. It seem so far but so scary. Can you imagine you couldn't even earn money for your basic necessity, couldn't even afford the things you like, couldn't repaid your old parents who is waiting for their children to provide them like what they did for us when we were young.

God, this is the time i need you the most, please give me an answer.. Everything will be fine, right ?