hip hip hurray! (: Done with All my Presentations ! Yahoo. Thanks everyone who have guide me along and my group members (most) for working as a group! You guys were awesome seriously.
Prize taking tml at Nyp ($150 popular voucher)! I know i shouldn't take it for granted. Thanks tuition centre and my parents. Hees! Egg cited!
I need a jiggly puff to put me to sleep. Haha. i deserve a good night sleep. Been staying up very late for last min work and memorizing of speech and i'm really exhausted of it. Yes, poly life indeed with projects and many many test.
Ok, bye. Will update with pictures soon! Love you all!
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
YEA ! i spent my weekends doing NOTHING !! (Y) best luh !
haaa ! Was super stress/ busy/ tired/ sad/ drained / frustrated last week thanks to Mountains of projects and AFA ica & i am happy that i been through that ! .. i tend to starve myself and skip my meals when i'm stress :x ! but i love it .. hahah ! Had less than 5 hours of sleep everyday and i looked so ugly now with heavy eye bags and dark circles ): I need a proper rest seriously !
My bro told me before, since i decided to study in poly, i must be independent and not to rely on people. the more thing you do, the more you achieve ! learn how to be a leader :D Thanks bro for telling me something meaningful when i am feeling upset or angry ! Although he does scold me often but he's still a good brother i ever had.
TENNIS & PIANO please love me more!
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
hi ! Super Happy now, no emo already ! :D
tsk , Girls are like that luh ! you never never know how we feel the next min ^^
Happy because I had my Breakfast with Caroline :D We chatted alot .. miss her sitting beside me during our Sec 4 days ..
Happy because i smell weekends!
Happy because YOG break are coming.
Happy because most projects are coming to the end.
Happy because i took alot of pictures with poly mates today !
Happy because i need to be...
Slow and Steady Win the Race. :D
i'm Listening to Pastel reflection- kevin kern . That was the song played when i attended Adam khoo workshop. Nice song but quite sad.
i somehow realise that being in the same class are not considered a friend but a classmate.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
maybe i should rant here again !
i'm feeling very upset just down and almost break down after the presentation today.
It was suppose to be a GROUP PROJECT ! & why am i doing all those rubbish alone ? Why you guys dont even bother to help me in the beginning and when we are presenting today, you guys crowded around me and show like as if you care. IN THE END, you got all your credits when you guys did nothing at all ! Do you know that i spent so many late nights ( till 3am) just to complete this project ? You know how much time and effort i spent ? Why you guys got the credits when you did nothing at all ? IT IS NOT FAIR .. Being a group leader, i know it's my fault for not organizing well , but why dont you all mention about it and treat it like this project never existed ? When it is the day to present , you guys dont even appreciate my work, not even a thank you ! OMG ? FML
Am i being too nice to people and people started to take advantage of me ? no, i dont deserve this shit !
i'm feeling very upset just down and almost break down after the presentation today.
It was suppose to be a GROUP PROJECT ! & why am i doing all those rubbish alone ? Why you guys dont even bother to help me in the beginning and when we are presenting today, you guys crowded around me and show like as if you care. IN THE END, you got all your credits when you guys did nothing at all ! Do you know that i spent so many late nights ( till 3am) just to complete this project ? You know how much time and effort i spent ? Why you guys got the credits when you did nothing at all ? IT IS NOT FAIR .. Being a group leader, i know it's my fault for not organizing well , but why dont you all mention about it and treat it like this project never existed ? When it is the day to present , you guys dont even appreciate my work, not even a thank you ! OMG ? FML
Am i being too nice to people and people started to take advantage of me ? no, i dont deserve this shit !
Friday, July 16, 2010
Feeling very emotional nowadays. i hate this insecure feeling of mine. Sorry for not able to blog recently due to heavy workload . Projects are like a bitch !! please end it fast , i hate presentation and meeting up for projects !! Can any IT students please help me with my website? hm, if only i have those participate group mates ... one word to describe my group, CUI ! im the group leader some more, who to be blame? . Fish it, i screwed everything, EVERYTHING! Fed up ! dread of school , dread of nyp.. looking reall forward to YOG BREAK !!
hahaha, im like repeating how i dread school and projects again & again ! but seriously, i need a life. I miss secondary school . i miss my cliques like christine & Mingyu their jokes never failed to make my day, i miss crapping with Caroline and the royal family, I miss the fun times we had in school, I miss being the quietest in class. I miss the noise from forever loudest and lovable Xueli and their mates. I miss the teachers in nvss. In poly, you dont even get to joke with the lectures or the tutor.. i miss the feeling of going to the better class for C.science and maths. 5N2 ppls were way to entertaining. and i miss the attention .
I MUST LEARN TO LAUGH , PRETEND TO BE HAPPY, KEEP A SMILE ON MY FACE everytime ... i will not let my personal emotions to affect me in my life. Have you ever wondered what you want to be when you grow up ? im clueless. It seem so far but so scary. Can you imagine you couldn't even earn money for your basic necessity, couldn't even afford the things you like, couldn't repaid your old parents who is waiting for their children to provide them like what they did for us when we were young.
God, this is the time i need you the most, please give me an answer.. Everything will be fine, right ?
hahaha, im like repeating how i dread school and projects again & again ! but seriously, i need a life. I miss secondary school . i miss my cliques like christine & Mingyu their jokes never failed to make my day, i miss crapping with Caroline and the royal family, I miss the fun times we had in school, I miss being the quietest in class. I miss the noise from forever loudest and lovable Xueli and their mates. I miss the teachers in nvss. In poly, you dont even get to joke with the lectures or the tutor.. i miss the feeling of going to the better class for C.science and maths. 5N2 ppls were way to entertaining. and i miss the attention .
I MUST LEARN TO LAUGH , PRETEND TO BE HAPPY, KEEP A SMILE ON MY FACE everytime ... i will not let my personal emotions to affect me in my life. Have you ever wondered what you want to be when you grow up ? im clueless. It seem so far but so scary. Can you imagine you couldn't even earn money for your basic necessity, couldn't even afford the things you like, couldn't repaid your old parents who is waiting for their children to provide them like what they did for us when we were young.
God, this is the time i need you the most, please give me an answer.. Everything will be fine, right ?
Monday, July 5, 2010
i thought you care but i was wrong.. You don't. It's been like months or maybe years, i knew i have to stop thinking of you. I know i can because you are none to me from now on.
I hate nyp, i hate projects. I hate the busy no life days i had since school reopen. Uncomplete projects made me dread of school everyday and the teachers never fail to make us stress. Arghs. Looking forward to three weeks break. I need motivation please. I want more As please. Damn depressed after getting my results, no failed ones but i got some D already. ): how? Someone help. Pleasee
Someone in nyp deactivated my twitter account ): felt quite calm when i noticed that, but i realised i'm sad now. Because that account accompanied me since my secondary days , o levels period, when i'm sad or happy, what i feel, my hardest days or my happiest days of my life. It's good to read your old twitter post if you don't have the habit of blogging. Now, i have to create one again, but i don't feel like tweeting anymore unless... If someone ever delete my blog or fb, i swear i'll cry.
So lesson learnt: treasure what you have now because you will never know how precious it is unless you lost it :))
OMG , IM HAPPY NOWz :D THANK YOUZ, i know you care afterall !
I hate nyp, i hate projects. I hate the busy no life days i had since school reopen. Uncomplete projects made me dread of school everyday and the teachers never fail to make us stress. Arghs. Looking forward to three weeks break. I need motivation please. I want more As please. Damn depressed after getting my results, no failed ones but i got some D already. ): how? Someone help. Pleasee
Someone in nyp deactivated my twitter account ): felt quite calm when i noticed that, but i realised i'm sad now. Because that account accompanied me since my secondary days , o levels period, when i'm sad or happy, what i feel, my hardest days or my happiest days of my life. It's good to read your old twitter post if you don't have the habit of blogging. Now, i have to create one again, but i don't feel like tweeting anymore unless... If someone ever delete my blog or fb, i swear i'll cry.
So lesson learnt: treasure what you have now because you will never know how precious it is unless you lost it :))
OMG , IM HAPPY NOWz :D THANK YOUZ, i know you care afterall !
