shyt shyt shit, i have problems doing statistic tutorial and the accounting tutorials. I've got a brother who don't even bothers to teach me.

Huh, can someone tell me why i feel so down since poly start ? I hate this feeling alot. Ok, never mind. I'll cheer up :D It just feels like I was being forced to do it. No passion, no willingness to learn, no nothing. It's just like I'm going to study for it for the sake of doing it. I don't see any goal in my life anymore. I don't see anything anymore. Just a blur vision on my future.