i can't describe my feelings now, it was terrible. No point hiding in a corner and cry. I deserve it.

Anw, today is my first day in innova JC, the most lousy one in singapore. Just because i couldn't accept the fact that i was posted to engineering course, i decided to try jc. I thought every poly have direct admission exercise, but just found out, only nyp has it. That means that my chance to appeal to poly is very very low.

I really hate Jc life. I really want to go out of Jc. I don't want stress. Without A maths, i will probably suffer alot alot. I really can't deal with the stress. I feel so lost and lonely in a new environment. That is the most bad thing really. THIS IS THE MOST DIFFICULT MOMENTS IN MY LIFE, from getting the o level results till now. I can't cope with it. I can't stop thinking abt my future. What happened to me?

GOD, PLEASE HELP ME.