Recieved the SMS from MOE yest morning 6++ am ... i woke up and prepared for my Flyer distribution job at SIM.
Checked my HP and saw christine massage , she got into NYP tourism, her 1st choice. i was happy for her.
Is my turn , i was very eager to know my new school but ,
"LEE YEOW SHEN will be Posted to NYP Electronics, computer & communications Engineering ! D: (26)"

DO YOU KNOW HOW SHOCKED AM I ?

i was dumbfounded.. What the Hell is that course. i hold on my tears and stayed calm.
Started to flip mt JAE booklet and looking for information for that course.
i sms my boss and decided to gave up my job..
APPEAL !! my brother told me . I was relieved upon hearing that because i thought there is not such things like appeal.
Dad drove me and brother to NP .
SMS from friends telling me their new school and course on the journey to NP.
i was very sad and thought of a lot of things. i really hope that was a dream. but it is not.

I think i am the first one who went to NP for appeal .
The system had not open yet and i waited for a hour. Thanks mum for staying beside me and CURSE THE MOE . lol .
After appealing, i went to their toilet and cried. i was wondering WHY WHY WHY .
i wipe off my tears and came out. Went back home after that . i knew mum saw it. It had been years since i last cried. Mum told me it is okay, i will be alright. (:

went home to sleep till 6pm. woke up for gathering in Sengkang. God will bless me , i believe.