HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!


AWWWWWW. I CUT SHORT HAIR !


HIIIIIII !
YEAR 2 SEM 1 IS OVER !! TEP IS OVER ! HOPE MY GPA WILL IMPROVE LIKE SERIOUSLY !! WHY HARD WORK ALWAYS NOT PAID OFF ! NOT MORE 3.1 I PRAY
ELDC WAS AWESOME ! CLASSICAL WAS STRESS BUT THANKS GOD THERE IS WINNIE, CELENA AND A BUTCH OF ELDC FRIENDS WITH ME !
HELLO CHRISTINE !! if you still read though.
HELLO KARINA !! if you still read though !
Oh , Bro went china for attachment for half a yearr ! Sept 2011 to Feb 2012 ! i tot i will be happier but i want my brother to be at homeeeeeee !! so weird staying at home alone in fact i hate it ! tend to think alot of rubbish ! Haaaaaaaaaaaaa. Mum and Dad are worried for him every single day and i hope he will come back soon and safely :) MISS !
K, I don't wish Sem 2.2 to start so fastttt !! i m getting olderrrrrrrrrrrrrr !! 19 soon ):
HA, this post is totally RUBBISH ! YEAH. BYE.
With loves.

OH HAI !!
I guess no one will be visiting here anymore because me myself won't visit it ! LOL
but nevertheless, i shall do a short post here.
Erm, Yepp i m a Year Two poly student now, having school attachment. My first stop was EMRS ( event Management & road show) which was ended last friday. My nine week there was awesome ! i made awesomest friends and have my best time in NYP ! :))) Im so nervous for ELDC my second station ! cause i really hate IT , no matter how hard i try i always did badly ):

OKAY, enough of school stuff. A short getaway to Indonesia Bintan with Cousins and a friend ! :) my first time going overseas without my parents or Gor gor ! HAHAH. Hm, even though it was only two days, we had fun ! im not a beach person but i love the white soft sand and the clear blue sea ! :)) it really make me forget about the stress and a good time to relax myself !
Dear Diary,, it has been a long time since i last blogged. Life had been sucky so far. First, Results for Sem 2 was pretty bad. i got a D+ for effective writing. How could i get a " D+ "i really deserve a big tight slap in my face & i thought i would at least get a B or smt )): Sigh. damn English ! i hate eff communication and eff writing )): they pulled my grades down alot. On a positive note, i ace my Macroeconomics and Stats ! :) So in conclusion, my overall Gpa remain the same . 200% of effort was not paid off. zzz. work harder next sem i would say. Thank God my bro did well for his year two ! he got 4.0 again :D we are just so... different. This 1 and 1/2 months of Holiday was okay. I went back to Malaysia for several times to visit my grandmother. Stayed at my aunt place and gain alot of pounds. She cooked good food everyday and cousins and i went supper almost everyday. Every time i visit my Grandmother, she seems to be much weaker, more quieter and more forgetful . )): sometimes she can't even rmb my name. Besides that, we went to places like Genting & Sunway lagoon ! 15 of my relatives including my family members went there tgt ! look how bonded we are :) wanted to rent a big ominbus there but it was quite expensive. So 4 cars went up to Genting. the journey was awesome but we didnt get to play the outdoor games due to the rain. thus we went sunway lagoon for water games and the dry ones. :D End of the trip. We came back to Hell ( singapore) List of things i completed during my holidays - BTT ( passed) - Grade 3 pratical exam i am not happy not happy not happy not happy not happy and i don't know why ! ): save me anyone !
Really need to blog often ! Been abandon my blog for a while, i shall make a quick post now :)
Oh, Poly Year 1 is finally over ! i still rmb the first day of school with BJ where all of us were still very lost about the environment of the school. Time passes very fast... vroom tahda! year 1 is over! Thanks God for really awesome and fun classmates who made my year 1 are great one ! :D
As for beginning of this sem, i was flooded with so many projects and tests which took me alot of precious time to bond with my family and Secondary School. i used to go back Malaysia for at least once a month, but now, i rarely have time to go back and visit my relatives ): Had a really wonderful Chinese New Year in Malaysia and was glad to see all my relatives again. However, Chinese New year will not be the same anymore. Something unpleasant happened two weeks after CNY which was during my major examinations. My uncle passed away due to heart attack. 我万万没有料到最后一次见到我舅舅会是在新年的时候。It hurts me to see My mum's swollen eyes after crying for the whole night.. My Last time i saw my uncle was during Chinese New Year. He asked me how was my school, my studies and asked me why i seldom come back this year. I told him i was busy with projects and studies since Poly started. He nodded his head and said "No matter what, you have to come back frequently to visit your grandmother, she will be very happy to see you all." I was feeling very guilty for not able to visit her often.
What surprised me was, he was still very energetic when i last saw him, i never heard him saying he was feeling unwell or uncomfortable. My uncle sat down together with us and gamble. We joked, we laugh and had quality time spent tgt. i never thought that this will be the very last time i see him.. ):
It really pain me looking at those old photos of his and it remind me of the times we had for the past 19 years. he taught me a lot of things which lead me to who i am now. Time will heal everything i guess. i hope Grandmother will never know about this incident forever. i know she has the rights to know but sometimes ignorance is a bliss.
I have so much things yet to tell him. Thanks for being there for me uncle, although you always asked to me do this/that. Thanks for being a understanding uncle. i will miss your loud voice, your jokes, your encouragement, your bald head, your smile, your good character and everything. i promise you i will excel in my life and will be filial to my parents and grandmother. Lastly Rest in Peace. God will ask all of you to wake up when time is up. i will miss you.

YIPEE, all projects down like finally !
i had put in 200% of effort for every single one of them and hopefully hardwork pays off ! Planning, Organizing ,working together, (stressed up), compiling, completing .... the process of getting a project done. Thanks God for some awesome groupmates who made my workload so much lighter ! Speaking about those free loader makes me >: , hope you guys will feel guilty! zzz. Lesson learned from last sem: not to mark down anyone. I hardly have time for shopping and time for bonding with family and friends. opportunity cost yeah. Yepp, so everything is doneeee !
Sem 1.2 was so much tiring than Sem1.1 i swear ! Waking up in the morning is the most dreadful thing on the earth unlike last sem whereby most lessons start late. So much i wanted to sleep longer but i have to force myself to get ready for school. )): oh man, Majors are in 3weeks timeee ! im so not readyyy for it !! seriously need to wake up and pull up my socks.
Hm, bought only a set of cny clothes due to time constraint. I have so no mood for cny because exams period are right after that. Booo. I did went for shopping but it was not productive. Haha. I admit i'm too 挑剔 :c. Hahaha. How how how.
I'm looking forward to go back to Malaysia to visit my relatives! It has been half a year since i last went back. ): who says poly is more carefree and relax should just bang the wall. Lol.
K, will blog another day. Bye.

Is my metal casing cute ? lol. my friends said it looks like primary school pencil case :/
walaoooooo !! i changed my blogskin accidentally ! tsktsk.
Was thinking to change the blogskin for my effective writing blog but i just realise i forgot to sign out my personal blog & argh tadaah.. i changed to this ugly template and lost all my links, tagboard and everything )): oh damnnn it.
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Oh pheww , everything is back to normal ! managed to change it back ! hahahah.
K, i am like a joke now ... hahaha