I said I feel nothing.
But why that nothing hurts.
Trying my best not to think about the old memories, trying my best to think of the negative part of you, trying my best not to be initiative, and hoping to let go all these shit in me. It's so hard..
You have too much secret and I'm so afraid to know.
I wanna talk to everyone, asking how they are doing, how's life. But they seem so busy to care. So I stopped.
I am incredibly awkward and negative. I get attached easily, and I hold on for too long. I don't like opening up to people.