lys journey

2011-12-25T01:35:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!

2011-10-03T02:00:00.003+08:00

AWWWWWW. I CUT SHORT HAIR !

HIIIIIII !

YEAR 2 SEM 1 IS OVER !! TEP IS OVER ! HOPE MY GPA WILL IMPROVE LIKE SERIOUSLY !! WHY HARD WORK ALWAYS NOT PAID OFF ! NOT MORE 3.1 I PRAY

ELDC WAS AWESOME ! CLASSICAL WAS STRESS BUT THANKS GOD THERE IS WINNIE, CELENA AND A BUTCH OF ELDC FRIENDS WITH ME !

HELLO CHRISTINE !! if you still read though.

HELLO KARINA !! if you still read though !

Oh , Bro went china for attachment for half a yearr ! Sept 2011 to Feb 2012 ! i tot i will be happier but i want my brother to be at homeeeeeee !! so weird staying at home alone in fact i hate it ! tend to think alot of rubbish ! Haaaaaaaaaaaaa. Mum and Dad are worried for him every single day and i hope he will come back soon and safely :) MISS !

K, I don't wish Sem 2.2 to start so fastttt !! i m getting olderrrrrrrrrrrrrr !! 19 soon ):

HA, this post is totally RUBBISH ! YEAH. BYE.

With loves.

2011-06-19T02:12:00.002+08:00

OH HAI !!

I guess no one will be visiting here anymore because me myself won't visit it ! LOL

but nevertheless, i shall do a short post here.

Erm, Yepp i m a Year Two poly student now, having school attachment. My first stop was EMRS ( event Management & road show) which was ended last friday. My nine week there was awesome ! i made awesomest friends and have my best time in NYP ! :))) Im so nervous for ELDC my second station ! cause i really hate IT , no matter how hard i try i always did badly ):

OKAY, enough of school stuff. A short getaway to Indonesia Bintan with Cousins and a friend ! :) my first time going overseas without my parents or Gor gor ! HAHAH. Hm, even though it was only two days, we had fun ! im not a beach person but i love the white soft sand and the clear blue sea ! :)) it really make me forget about the stress and a good time to relax myself !

2011-04-11T22:30:00.003+08:00

Dear Diary,, it has been a long time since i last blogged. Life had been sucky so far. First, Results for Sem 2 was pretty bad. i got a D+ for effective writing. How could i get a " D+ "i really deserve a big tight slap in my face & i thought i would at least get a B or smt )): Sigh. damn English ! i hate eff communication and eff writing )): they pulled my grades down alot. On a positive note, i ace my Macroeconomics and Stats ! :) So in conclusion, my overall Gpa remain the same . 200% of effort was not paid off. zzz. work harder next sem i would say. Thank God my bro did well for his year two ! he got 4.0 again :D we are just so... different. This 1 and 1/2 months of Holiday was okay. I went back to Malaysia for several times to visit my grandmother. Stayed at my aunt place and gain alot of pounds. She cooked good food everyday and cousins and i went supper almost everyday. Every time i visit my Grandmother, she seems to be much weaker, more quieter and more forgetful . )): sometimes she can't even rmb my name. Besides that, we went to places like Genting & Sunway lagoon ! 15 of my relatives including my family members went there tgt ! look how bonded we are :) wanted to rent a big ominbus there but it was quite expensive. So 4 cars went up to Genting. the journey was awesome but we didnt get to play the outdoor games due to the rain. thus we went sunway lagoon for water games and the dry ones. :D End of the trip. We came back to Hell ( singapore) List of things i completed during my holidays - BTT ( passed) - Grade 3 pratical exam i am not happy not happy not happy not happy not happy and i don't know why ! ): save me anyone !

2011-03-03T18:32:00.005+08:00

Really need to blog often ! Been abandon my blog for a while, i shall make a quick post now :)

Oh, Poly Year 1 is finally over ! i still rmb the first day of school with BJ where all of us were still very lost about the environment of the school. Time passes very fast... vroom tahda! year 1 is over! Thanks God for really awesome and fun classmates who made my year 1 are great one ! :D

As for beginning of this sem, i was flooded with so many projects and tests which took me alot of precious time to bond with my family and Secondary School. i used to go back Malaysia for at least once a month, but now, i rarely have time to go back and visit my relatives ): Had a really wonderful Chinese New Year in Malaysia and was glad to see all my relatives again. However, Chinese New year will not be the same anymore. Something unpleasant happened two weeks after CNY which was during my major examinations. My uncle passed away due to heart attack. 我万万没有料到最后一次见到我舅舅会是在新年的时候。It hurts me to see My mum's swollen eyes after crying for the whole night.. My Last time i saw my uncle was during Chinese New Year. He asked me how was my school, my studies and asked me why i seldom come back this year. I told him i was busy with projects and studies since Poly started. He nodded his head and said "No matter what, you have to come back frequently to visit your grandmother, she will be very happy to see you all." I was feeling very guilty for not able to visit her often.
What surprised me was, he was still very energetic when i last saw him, i never heard him saying he was feeling unwell or uncomfortable. My uncle sat down together with us and gamble. We joked, we laugh and had quality time spent tgt. i never thought that this will be the very last time i see him.. ):

It really pain me looking at those old photos of his and it remind me of the times we had for the past 19 years. he taught me a lot of things which lead me to who i am now. Time will heal everything i guess. i hope Grandmother will never know about this incident forever. i know she has the rights to know but sometimes ignorance is a bliss.

I have so much things yet to tell him. Thanks for being there for me uncle, although you always asked to me do this/that. Thanks for being a understanding uncle. i will miss your loud voice, your jokes, your encouragement, your bald head, your smile, your good character and everything. i promise you i will excel in my life and will be filial to my parents and grandmother. Lastly Rest in Peace. God will ask all of you to wake up when time is up. i will miss you.

2011-01-30T02:03:00.007+08:00

YIPEE, all projects down like finally !
i had put in 200% of effort for every single one of them and hopefully hardwork pays off ! Planning, Organizing ,working together, (stressed up), compiling, completing .... the process of getting a project done. Thanks God for some awesome groupmates who made my workload so much lighter ! Speaking about those free loader makes me >: , hope you guys will feel guilty! zzz. Lesson learned from last sem: not to mark down anyone. I hardly have time for shopping and time for bonding with family and friends. opportunity cost yeah. Yepp, so everything is doneeee !

Sem 1.2 was so much tiring than Sem1.1 i swear ! Waking up in the morning is the most dreadful thing on the earth unlike last sem whereby most lessons start late. So much i wanted to sleep longer but i have to force myself to get ready for school. )): oh man, Majors are in 3weeks timeee ! im so not readyyy for it !! seriously need to wake up and pull up my socks.

Hm, bought only a set of cny clothes due to time constraint. I have so no mood for cny because exams period are right after that. Booo. I did went for shopping but it was not productive. Haha. I admit i'm too 挑剔 :c. Hahaha. How how how.
I'm looking forward to go back to Malaysia to visit my relatives! It has been half a year since i last went back. ): who says poly is more carefree and relax should just bang the wall. Lol.

K, will blog another day. Bye.

Is my metal casing cute ? lol. my friends said it looks like primary school pencil case :/

Poly cliques ♥ thanks for making my first year in nyp a fantastic one ! :) p/s: i m not talking about the heavy workload ! >.<

2011-01-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

walaoooooo !! i changed my blogskin accidentally ! tsktsk.
Was thinking to change the blogskin for my effective writing blog but i just realise i forgot to sign out my personal blog & argh tadaah.. i changed to this ugly template and lost all my links, tagboard and everything )): oh damnnn it.
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Oh pheww , everything is back to normal ! managed to change it back ! hahahah.
K, i am like a joke now ... hahaha

2011-01-06T19:03:00.003+08:00

STATS project OVER !! Yipiee :)
left Macro, Marketing, Eff writing & Biz software !

hurry hurry, cant wait for them to be over ! haha

oh,something bad happened. everyone is hiding this painful secret.
i donno why. But i think it is so pointless to hide from us, we will find out eventually..
God bless.

2010-12-29T13:28:00.004+08:00

2 more days to a Brand New Year !!

I'm so lazy to write out my reflections for year 2010, but i have to say this year wasn't really that great!! :/ This year, i would say is the year where i get to understand myself more.Getting to know myself more than before, learning to overcome all the obstacles which i faced by myself and not relying on my friends as much.First, I wanna to thank God for everything he gave me. He made me believe that i can do it. I hope you can continue support me in everything i do.

As for beginning of the year was great as we had our 5 months long holidays while we were waiting for the O level results. Gotten my O's result and i would say i couldn't ask for more! i was really contented about my results and was super proud of myself.. Probably i think to highly about myself, i thought my results can actually eligible for the course i like and i began to choose those courses that i preferred like accounting or banking, however i was wrong. I was posted to NYP Electronics, computer & communications Engineering . you will never know how shocked and disappointed i was. i began to try my luck to appeal to other courses but again i failed..
Thanks God for Innova Jc who understand my position and willing to accept me as a J1 student. If you read my blog last time, you should know how i struggle there and having difficulties coping with every of the subjects. I was glad to know some of my friends and teachers in jc and they helped me alot.. On the other hand , i was appealing for NYP business management course and it took me two months for the results. and tadah i got in !! i was relieved and decided to withdraw from ijc .. Without my family and friends who always there for me, i think i will break down and give up on myself. really appreciate their constant care and love for me :)

It was then the start of Poly where i experience the major changes between secondary school life and poly life. i seriously took one whole semester to adapt to Poly life. It is where you need to have self discipline and learn to be independent. I was really happy that many of my secondary school friends like Christine, Celena, Caroline & many more are in the same poly as me. Initially, i couldn't adapt to Poly teaching style and the way they conduct the lessons. i regretted for playing too much and didn't pay attention for lectures and tutorials. my gpa for sem 1.1 is below my expectations. i was glad to know my class BJ and managed get bonded with them day by day! And not forgetting my poly cliques like karina, Audrey & Jinghui , they just made my poly life a great one ! hahah. yong tau fu FTW yeah! :) however, Jinghui is leaving to Australia soon and had withdrawn from poly.. we will never be the same without you ): ! As for Sem 1.2, it's wasn't that fun anymore and i started to dread school more. i was flooded with so many projects :[ *dislike. Sighh.. a thought of it makes me headache.

Lastly, i was glad that i still managed to keep in touch with a few of my secondary School friends !! true friends stay indeed. grateful. Except for one. She is my very best friend and i know this will never change however i did not managed to keep in touch with her. i don't know what is the reason she's avoiding us or we don't have time for her. but i really hope things will change because i don't want to lose a friend like her.. )):

hm, New Year Resolutions for 2011 ! :)
- better GPA
- happier and fruitful poly life.
- Better r/s with my close ones
- Slim down lol !
- Get closer to God
- & get a <3 HAHA

2010-12-27T18:37:00.008+08:00

YAY ! finally uploaded those Pulau Ubin photos to my Blog ! :D All thanks to photoscape! ^^

Had a great time with my Secondary School Mates like Christine, Caroline, Eileen, Brendy, Gerald and Rohaizad at Pulau Ubin! It was me & eileen virgin trip there . hahaha! The trip was super tiring as all of us ride for more than 4 hrs of bicycle and we went through lots of Up slopes and down slopes on the way! Though many of us kena lots of mosquito bites and our muscles & butt hurts like hell in the end of the day, we had a lot of fun and laughter together ! :D what a memorable trip with them !

Shall organise more outdoor activities with them next time :)) Hopefully more people will join us!

2010-12-17T20:55:00.003+08:00

YAY IT'S HOLIDAY !! though there is only two week , im still happy ! finally can relax myself after 9 weeks of Early school days where i have to Struggle to wake up everyday & every mins of sleep is so precious to me. lols. i guess most of my tweets are about how tired am i in school and about schoolwork!

going to plan my holidays properly yo ! Looking forward to the pulau Ubin Trip with Secondary School cliques ! hope it would be fun coz i never been there before :DD
hmm, i guess i'm going Malaysia for a few days & Christmas is coming !! even though i dont celebrate but i just feel eggcited about it :D hehehs! Cousins are coming over from KL for a night stay too . how awesomeeee ! :P

)): i'm also flooded with projects

- Marcoecons, Marketing, Excel, Eff writing, Stats !! oh mannnnnn ~~

Going to be super duper busyy . Hate Poojectsssss !

2010-12-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

COOL SHYT ! hahaha . just went to North Vista Secondary School Website and found this ! hahaha . Again, i never thought of getting into top 5 before !

HAHA, but it's all over man . Struggling in Poly now . )):

2010-12-12T01:49:00.004+08:00

hi, leeyeowshen is finally eighteen and two week old.

Thinking alot (again) & i realise i am actually a failure in life for my eighteen years. Why? i'm constantly finding excuses to defend myself from getting hurt. This is really bad, i'll never grow up if i still continue like this.

): okay, i have to accept the fact that i'm eighteen, which consider a young adult. I have to be more independent and make decision myself.

I'm very disappointed with myself for being so indecisive i'm still not sure what i really want, what is my passion, goals and all . I can't imagine my future.

Thank God for making my seventeen a wonderful one & i hope my eighteen will be better.:) please help me along when i fall.

Hate being so negative.
Good bye lovely.

2010-11-25T00:53:00.004+08:00

i miss my Secondary School Friends .
I miss NVSS
i miss the teachers
I miss my 1N2; 2N2;3N1;4N1 & 5N1
i miss my cliques. (esp Christine & Mingyu)
i miss those the good 'O' times we spent.
i miss every single bits and pieces of things we shared.
i really miss you.

&i wish time would rewind ):

2010-11-20T23:42:00.003+08:00

300th Post ! :):) hees, look at that, so true ... Deadline, everyone dies. hahahah . byeee !

I AM HUNGORY ! :P

2010-11-13T21:06:00.003+08:00

-clearing off the spider web in my blog :p lol !

Sorry for not posting frequently nowadays, not because im busy but i found no purpose to share my 'routine' work everyday. hm, it's the 4th week of sem1.2 ! School was okay just that the workload are getting heavier and i am trying very hard to pay attention for lectures and tutorials :)) a clap for ys ! haha. my class never fail to stress me alot and i m starting to hate some of them. not naming out :p hehehe .. k, im just plain jealous i admit! they are nice guys after all, just that i dislike them being too serious in their studies and neglect the class/ friends bonding! hahaha .. shhh . OMG, im flooded with projects again !! Thanks God all my grp mates are okay except for a few :b urgh, i hate presentations !! ):

Ohyahh, was super shocked when i received a call from my Dad a few days back . He told me i didnt apply for Tuition grant in the beginning of the year, which means that there will be no subsides for the school fees from the goverment and i have to pay 16k for two sem! like wtf. thanks Karina and lance for helping me through . you all rocks ya

Popo came to our hus for two weeks ! She is getting older and her memory started to get worst . I'm afraid she might forget us someday.. pretty sad ): k, bye peeps . i got a marketing project to rush now .. shit you school ..

-im learning to be a better person. i'll keep trying.

2010-11-02T23:36:00.006+08:00

2010-10-28T22:31:00.005+08:00

HAHHAH ! LOOK AT THIS ! i did this two years back using paint because i was crazily in love with SPONGEBOB ! >

K., actually i am quite sad now . i see the differences between us and we are drifting apart . I am seriously going to put in effort in my studies from now onwards , i hope i will make it . )): Jing Hui leaving us to Australia, we are odd number now . Wish her all the best in her studies in australia ! i'll never forget the times we had tgt although it's quite short. Things will be different without you )):

RIP, Karina's grandmother.

2010-10-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

omg school tml ! omg omg ):

2010-10-12T18:33:00.003+08:00

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

This is to all the parents out there...

2010-10-12T15:12:00.001+08:00

See, i rebonded my hair ! teehee ! but im still ugly ): LOL ..

2010-10-03T18:40:00.003+08:00

As usual, holidays was still as enjoyable as before . Just that results for sem 1 was really a disappointment. Sigh. Have to put 200% effort next sem i hope. Yes, actions speak louder than words. Damn effective communication, damn internet web, lol! C+ , i don't want to see you again please.

Catching alot of drama recently like 'how i met your mother ', it was quite funny! Hahaha. And some korean drama like playful kiss ! Nice...

Feeling quite guitly because i spent alot recently for piano exam fees, tennis fees., shopping, eating! Whao. & i'm not working!
Hope i can find a work next holiday.

Bye bye . I'm bored.

2010-09-25T01:24:00.003+08:00

HEYHO ! one post before i off to bed ! :) :)
Holidays are still going fine & everyday was superb & enjoyable ! Hate the fact that results are going to be out on the 28 Sept , which is Three more days ! OMG , why is it SO FAST ?! urgh, actually all of us knew what kind of results we are going to get , but i still hope for a miracle that i can score well :) Pretty please . Going to be freaking worried for these few days ): God bless me please !

Been Forced by my mum to go running these few days ! hahah . unwilling but for the sake of my health , i went! lols. Stamina dropped alot but who cares ?! No more 2.4km nafa test! muahahah . Went Steamboat Buffet with Karina on Thurs & took neoprints & bought the same ear rings (Y) her bargain failed ! lol ! err, Went back nyp to play Tennis with Karina & WY today ! haa, yes, we were still like a noob ! ultimate failed. hm, thinking whether to continue or Stop... but it was fun !

kkk, i need to sleep now . omg results, omg results, omg results :[ nervous ttm ~

2010-09-17T14:04:00.003+08:00

Grrr, What happened to my tagboard ? lol, forget itt :/

basically, how did i spent my holidays for the past 1 week ?
- Malaysia ( Kluang) for 4 days ! Visited my relative & had lots of fun tgt! :DD
- Tues, Town with ger, hp, celena ! :D
-Wed, Cp with Christine and Rebond my hair ! rotted in the salon for 4 hours . freaking expensive !!
- Thurs, one day trip in Malaysia JB with family and cousin ! it was awesome ! Went Shopping, Kbox, lok lok, Seafood & had a great night in the hotel :D
- Today Fri , Going Out with brendy & co ! cant wait to see them later :)))

HOLIDAYS ROCKS MAN !

2010-09-08T19:38:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE ALL OVER ! no more icas, no more projects & no more majors exam for this Sem ! :D
anw, poly life fliesssss ! bye microecon, eff comm, Interweb, Accounting for asset, principle of management, Stats ! wooohoo. the only thing good abt poly is, you dont have to touch that module anymore once you cleared it ! :D

was really hardcore mugging during the three week breaks & during exams ! Few outings, lesser time for dramas. More time for revising & more FB no life games. LOL. hopefully hard work paid off ! Felt very depressed after my POM exam because my mind just went blank when i look through the exams paper and i realised i didnt do that well. ): i might fail this paper. disappointed because this is the module that i spent more time studying as it required memorizing. )): sighh ..

Accouting paper was okay, just that i can't BALANCE my account , hopefully i could gain some method marks ! Depn question was also a ultimate failed one. booooo.

nevertheless, i am glad that i tried my best ! thanks those who have helped me along !!!

HAPPY GIRL TODAY ! HOLIDAYS ! Malaysiaaa ! thinking whether to work anot . any lorbangsss?

byeyeeeee .

2010-09-02T14:57:00.002+08:00

i realise is my fault...

Anw, Two down! Stats and Micro was okay. A little screwed up for Micro.

Hm, Two more to go, which is principle of management and accounting! Urgh, haven't even start yet. Less than one week left. So.much.to.memorize! POM Lecture notes is like SS textbook, so much detail thing to memorize and understand. I hate that. Haha.

FM 993 is always my best friend during exams! I love you.

2010-08-29T00:30:00.003+08:00

I'm watching ( 雀圣) on Channel 8 now.. HAHAH ! It was funny :DD Laughing it out loud!
Love things / ppls that will entertain me when im stress, sad or depress ! Appreciated much !

Counting down two more days to the start of Majors ! )): i know i shouldn't be online-ing now but i just couldn't resist the attractiveness of the Internet ! LOL ..

Went to School for Accounting last week almost everyday !! Thanks Karina's friend, Wei Yang for teaching ! i hope i'll score well ( better than pass ) ! hahaha . Stats for the past few days was a 'Arghhhhh' !! the more i do, the more confuse i am !! Thanks Samuel, Wei Nee, JingHui , MT, Karina for the answers for the Stats exam papers behind the lecture notes. HAHA . im V Blur, V confuse, V lost !!

Hm, i havent start my revision for POM ! MY GOD !! freaking stress now ! i hope i will finish it before the exam ! )): i slept at 3am almost everyday , Body clock really messed up during this break! i need rest, i mean long 12 hours of rest after exams :b heh heh . )):
Going to give Teachers' day a miss too because i'm having exams on that day . i really miss NVSS teachers and all the fun there . i guess this will be the last time that we go back nv but sigh, i have to sacrifice ...

Ok, Shall stop complaining & start mugging ! Good night world ! Looking forward to all the fun after Exams ! CAN'T WAIT !! bye & all the best !

2010-08-23T16:17:00.003+08:00

HMM ... SO BORING AT HOMEE !! ):

Can i burn away all my notess ? BOO

Mug all day = M.A.D

2010-08-21T23:07:00.004+08:00

'm using Handphone to blog. Haa.

Hello! I'm fighting a battle with Accounting, seems like i'm losing the battle ]: my worst module. Been very devastated after getting my accounting results for ICA2. got a Big C for it . Wanted to give up on this but my bro asked me to do my best for year 1. Hmm. I need a tuition teacher!

I hate my piano teacher ? She just never stop raising her voice on me when i played wrongly. She is not even patient .thinking to quit piano after this month. But i'm so near to completing Grade 3! Should i continue or stop?

2010-08-17T00:43:00.003+08:00

Dear Readers,

A week of YOG break had just passed , i guess i have rest enough & it is time to start my revision for Major's . The feeling sux when you want to get back to work & smt is stopping you from doing it. Too much distractions (TV, Com, Outingsss ) ! i think you know what i mean :( i really hope i will understand and memorise every bits and pieces in my textbooks.

Went to Malaysia for two days, Short but i enjoyed myself with my cousins. awesome trip ! Being together with my family & relative is what i needed most i guess. They will never fail to make me feel better when im sad. Argh, i don't know why am i feeling so emo nowadays. Actually, my life is kinda pathetic ): frustrated with myself. Sometimes, all you need is someone who will listen. God save me ..

On the happier note, Have a fun time yesterday catching up with Celena, HP, Carol, Ger, Liuyun ! went to the Zoo in the afternoon & Steamboat at night ! Happy Eighteen Celena , hope you enjoyed yourself yest !

Don't spend too much time thinking about your past. Remember, you're in the present and have a future. Survive!

2010-08-10T14:55:00.001+08:00

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?

2010-08-09T16:52:00.004+08:00

Greetings world !

im rotting like seriously ! nobody wants to go out with me since the start of the break ):
Freaking bored. Hm, Drama Marathon for the past few days was awesome (Y). Sorry if i flood my Twitter account because im way to bored ! lols. Intend to study for Stats but was unproductive like usual, so so so many formulas and steps to memorise & it's driving me crazy. Therefore, i closed my books again and continue my drama. Urgh Lee yeow Shen, you loser ! ):

National Day today ! nah, i dont care :x
Anw, im going back Malaysia Tml - Friday. Like finally , im going somewhere Farr ! :D i miss my relatives and the fun there !! hehehes, eggcited to go back ! Kbox, Supper, Shopping, Crapping all the way !! Can't wait for tml ! hahah .

i miss IJC friends suddenly ! hope you all doing fine :D

Miss 5N1! Miss NVSS !

im going Eighteen soon, i want to learn how to drive ! hahaha . but i don't want to be old . Scary to the max. Where is all my Secondary Cliques huh?! i want to go out with you guys ! lols.. YS is going crazyy; happy one moment and emo the next...

Follow me on Twitter ! http://twitter.com/yeow_shen !

Lots of love,
YS *waves* *emo* lols

2010-08-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

Awesome ! Last day of school tml , been looking forward to this three weeks break yo !
Studies have been getting tougher and i have a hard time catching up with my work . ):
Score badly for accountings and IT . Was really sad and disappointed because every single test counted . Blame myself for not putting in extra effort. :(

-Went to Karina's house during the two hours break today ! Had tomyam Cup noodles tgt and She played her pieces for me too ! Nice ! :DD
-Cabbed back to school and attended a hour of POM lecture ! Tipssss O.o
- Skipped IT lecture and went AMK hub with Karina & her friend Wei Yang after that ((:
- Had lunch & Yougurt waffle tgt ! hahaha.

Byeee, Holiday mood already ! :D

2010-08-01T20:06:00.003+08:00

Hello August, May you be a fruitful month for me and my loved ones.

Awards Presentation was great yesterday! i made three new friends who were sitting beside me and we started chatting along. haa ! Mum and Bro were there for me too ! Thanks God and my parents for eveything i got today :D

2010-07-31T00:46:00.003+08:00

hip hip hurray! (: Done with All my Presentations ! Yahoo. Thanks everyone who have guide me along and my group members (most) for working as a group! You guys were awesome seriously.

Prize taking tml at Nyp ($150 popular voucher)! I know i shouldn't take it for granted. Thanks tuition centre and my parents. Hees! Egg cited!

I need a jiggly puff to put me to sleep. Haha. i deserve a good night sleep. Been staying up very late for last min work and memorizing of speech and i'm really exhausted of it. Yes, poly life indeed with projects and many many test.

Ok, bye. Will update with pictures soon! Love you all!

2010-07-24T22:53:00.003+08:00

YEA ! i spent my weekends doing NOTHING !! (Y) best luh !

haaa ! Was super stress/ busy/ tired/ sad/ drained / frustrated last week thanks to Mountains of projects and AFA ica & i am happy that i been through that ! .. i tend to starve myself and skip my meals when i'm stress :x ! but i love it .. hahah ! Had less than 5 hours of sleep everyday and i looked so ugly now with heavy eye bags and dark circles ): I need a proper rest seriously !

My bro told me before, since i decided to study in poly, i must be independent and not to rely on people. the more thing you do, the more you achieve ! learn how to be a leader :D Thanks bro for telling me something meaningful when i am feeling upset or angry ! Although he does scold me often but he's still a good brother i ever had.

TENNIS & PIANO please love me more!

2010-07-21T17:40:00.005+08:00

hi ! Super Happy now, no emo already ! :D

tsk , Girls are like that luh ! you never never know how we feel the next min ^^

Happy because I had my Breakfast with Caroline :D We chatted alot .. miss her sitting beside me during our Sec 4 days ..

Happy because i smell weekends!

Happy because YOG break are coming.

Happy because most projects are coming to the end.

Happy because i took alot of pictures with poly mates today !

Happy because i need to be...

Slow and Steady Win the Race. :D

i'm Listening to Pastel reflection- kevin kern . That was the song played when i attended Adam khoo workshop. Nice song but quite sad.

i somehow realise that being in the same class are not considered a friend but a classmate.

2010-07-20T22:00:00.007+08:00

maybe i should rant here again !

i'm feeling very upset just down and almost break down after the presentation today.
It was suppose to be a GROUP PROJECT ! & why am i doing all those rubbish alone ? Why you guys dont even bother to help me in the beginning and when we are presenting today, you guys crowded around me and show like as if you care. IN THE END, you got all your credits when you guys did nothing at all ! Do you know that i spent so many late nights ( till 3am) just to complete this project ? You know how much time and effort i spent ? Why you guys got the credits when you did nothing at all ? IT IS NOT FAIR .. Being a group leader, i know it's my fault for not organizing well , but why dont you all mention about it and treat it like this project never existed ? When it is the day to present , you guys dont even appreciate my work, not even a thank you ! OMG ? FML

Am i being too nice to people and people started to take advantage of me ? no, i dont deserve this shit !

2010-07-16T17:58:00.002+08:00

Feeling very emotional nowadays. i hate this insecure feeling of mine. Sorry for not able to blog recently due to heavy workload . Projects are like a bitch !! please end it fast , i hate presentation and meeting up for projects !! Can any IT students please help me with my website? hm, if only i have those participate group mates ... one word to describe my group, CUI ! im the group leader some more, who to be blame? . Fish it, i screwed everything, EVERYTHING! Fed up ! dread of school , dread of nyp.. looking reall forward to YOG BREAK !!

hahaha, im like repeating how i dread school and projects again & again ! but seriously, i need a life. I miss secondary school . i miss my cliques like christine & Mingyu their jokes never failed to make my day, i miss crapping with Caroline and the royal family, I miss the fun times we had in school, I miss being the quietest in class. I miss the noise from forever loudest and lovable Xueli and their mates. I miss the teachers in nvss. In poly, you dont even get to joke with the lectures or the tutor.. i miss the feeling of going to the better class for C.science and maths. 5N2 ppls were way to entertaining. and i miss the attention .

I MUST LEARN TO LAUGH , PRETEND TO BE HAPPY, KEEP A SMILE ON MY FACE everytime ... i will not let my personal emotions to affect me in my life. Have you ever wondered what you want to be when you grow up ? im clueless. It seem so far but so scary. Can you imagine you couldn't even earn money for your basic necessity, couldn't even afford the things you like, couldn't repaid your old parents who is waiting for their children to provide them like what they did for us when we were young.

God, this is the time i need you the most, please give me an answer.. Everything will be fine, right ?

2010-07-05T00:03:00.004+08:00

i thought you care but i was wrong.. You don't. It's been like months or maybe years, i knew i have to stop thinking of you. I know i can because you are none to me from now on.

I hate nyp, i hate projects. I hate the busy no life days i had since school reopen. Uncomplete projects made me dread of school everyday and the teachers never fail to make us stress. Arghs. Looking forward to three weeks break. I need motivation please. I want more As please. Damn depressed after getting my results, no failed ones but i got some D already. ): how? Someone help. Pleasee

Someone in nyp deactivated my twitter account ): felt quite calm when i noticed that, but i realised i'm sad now. Because that account accompanied me since my secondary days , o levels period, when i'm sad or happy, what i feel, my hardest days or my happiest days of my life. It's good to read your old twitter post if you don't have the habit of blogging. Now, i have to create one again, but i don't feel like tweeting anymore unless... If someone ever delete my blog or fb, i swear i'll cry.
So lesson learnt: treasure what you have now because you will never know how precious it is unless you lost it :))

OMG , IM HAPPY NOWz :D THANK YOUZ, i know you care afterall !

2010-06-27T01:07:00.006+08:00

i am super bad in tennis , oh man ! basic moves such as fore hand and back hand sucks ! );
anw, today is a busy day for me . Tennis in the morning, Piano lesson in the evening and Project meeting in the night . Nevertheless, i am happy that i've been though the tiring day ! everthing turn out well .. hees ! self- clap :P Wanted to have dinner with Christine but it was cancalled in the end , so went home and play pvz, watch tv and slack! hahaha .

My brother bought a new KTV set and install it to the com. We are singing like mad these few days ! haha , love the wireless mic ! :D tsktsk, he's trying to act like jam hsiao again , i want to act like rainie yang but sighhh forget it ! hahhahaha, my voice cui one lah.

Arghh, hate the fact that there is school next mon !!! ):
ENDURE LYS. it's only aTwo - Three months more and you can have your 1 and a 1/2 mth holidays ! looking forward to my next trip to Malaysia :D have fun in school my friends, i hope your days go well! yes, i miss nvss alot ):

Sighhh , something is bothering me and yet i choose to ignore . I rather keep things to myself because I knew even if I told someone, they wouldn't care. i think i should not even think of that and i should have give up years ago . i will forget it hopefully. hahah, aiya crap.

2010-06-25T19:23:00.003+08:00

Draw a =D with me !

Hihihih world, i'm having mixed feelings now , more sad than happy ?

hm, went to Malaysia for three days and yep, enjoy myself very much ! hees
i love going there because me and my relative have the strong kinship that is unbreakable. From young, i mean really young, i have been going back when there is school holidays or Chinese New Year time. I don't know why, the feeling of going back rocks alot. Movie, Kbox, Shopping, Prata, Mee goreng, or even staying at home make me =D :)) XD ! Laughed alot there, their jokes simply make me laugh out loud even though it consist of a little rude words here and there. i love themmm ! :D:D i don't wish to come back to face the stress environment in Singapore ):

Why sad ?
yeap , Projects, tons of projects, Tutorials, Alien lectures , School , Money , Everything make me wanna SCREAM ! i don't enjoy school , i hate studying, i hate projects. can i don't work, can i just marry a rich man, can i enjoy my life, can i can i ?

School starting next week , i must work hard i must, i really score very bad in the beginning of the year . hahaha, actions speak louder than words!

i still can't express all my private thoughts here :O I AM GOING EIGHTEEN ! OMGG , i dont want to be a adult

2010-06-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

my blog is really dying soon! No intersting topic for me to update, haiz, ppl, make my life meaningful and exciting can! Then i'll post every detail of it.
I'm such a typical poly students, i wish to become some one famous somehow. Lol. K, i better stop dreaming.

2010-06-14T11:00:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,
I'm happy, the two weeks break finally begin. I needa rest , play and spend some time for projects .

I'm sad, my stomach cramp like nobody business now. 6789!

I'm worried, i have calculated, in order to go local university, you need to have at least a GPA of 3.5 and above ! Sadly, most of my results just border line pass. That means only 2 . If my results continue like that, i might as well quit school.

I'm fortunate, i know my mum scolded me because she's worried for me. No more night life :> hahaha

I'm going to meet Christine now! Happy happy. Haha

2010-06-09T22:17:00.002+08:00

Bought a lappy bag days ago and i realise that it was too small to fit my lappy !!
had my IT ICA 2 and i scored a B ! hahahaha . happy, because no more D !
shitshit , i dont know what to write for my Speech !
My topic is"HOW TO BAKE A CAKE" i thought it will be a easy one but i'm struggling now ! Thanks to my forever failed English .... ):

pon Harmonica for super long already :P

2010-06-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

Pretty upset for my ICAs result.
Screwed my IT and communication upside down. Super depress now.
i got D for IT and C for effcomm. so howww !
jialat ehh .

Hmm, Had all four ICAs for other modules last week, hope i will at least score a B .
having IT and effcom ICA2 this week. Super OMG . because my confience level dropped after getting my results...

i agreed im not paying attention during lectures. sighh !
Shall stop playing now !
so depresss )):

Bye ! all the best for me !
Looking forward to HOILIDAYS !

2010-05-28T20:34:00.003+08:00

hello! Is my weekly update again. =D

Stayed at home for the whole day today ! Haha.. Icas are in one week time. I thought i will self motivate and do some revision but i'm wrong . I played plant and zombies & surfing net, watching snsd, shinee (Kpop hwaiting! ) for the whole afternoon. Oh yeah, so in love with taeyon man, i want to cut her hair style! Hees! Feeling very guilty now but we can't rewind time right? Hmmm.

I think i need to buy some formal wearing for the following presentation. Haha. Who wants to go shopping with me after my exams?
I really need to resist myself with food. Getting fatter =( haha. I tends to eat alot when i'm stress. Bad habit, yeowshen!

I hate principle of management! Who's willing to teach me? I need super lot memorizing work. I hope i have got enough time!

Bye readers! Hope you all have a nice day today. Hahaha!

2010-05-22T21:08:00.004+08:00

Greetings world !
hmm, i wonder who really read my blog.. raise up your hand if you did!

Happy

i finally bought my Wilson tennis racket ! i don't have to share with K anymore! :D

No school on Friday and i have my Three days of breaks ! :D

Bugis with Christine Yest and bought alot of things ! :D

5N1 outing (small grp) at Vivo City yesterday too , thought the food sucks, we still had alot of fun and took many pictures !! I hope there will be more outing like that next time ! :DD

Sad

I did badly for my IT web. 52% only. one more As gone again !! sighh. i'm so worried for my future! ):

School was not fun on Thursday .. Hope it's be alright soon ! ):

I am so stress seeing ppl working so hard for the coming ICA & im still slacking like nobody business ! Pls tell me 10% is ALOT !! ):

I need someone to care for me too ! ):

Played badly for Piano today):

Thought of a lot these few days, i realize ppl around me are getting older and weaker as time pass )):

i wish time can play. pause. stop. rewind.

I NEED YOU TO MOTIVATE ME PLEASEE!

2010-05-16T22:03:00.002+08:00

I AM A BUSY WOMAN!
- i'm having effective communication presentation tml! 10% of the module! I'm so nervous and stress now . My topic is first day as a student in Nyp! I thought mine was a easy one but i have difficulties structuring the sentence. Haha. I wanna to thanks brendy, christine and CAROLING for helping. :D i hope i won't disappoint you all tml! Haha.

- i got 3 CCAs!
Tennis, piano and harmonica! Is like wow! I really need to manage my time properly! If not, i'll flunk everything.

- more ica coming ? I'm stress because i don't understand some of the modules. God please help me.

2010-05-09T01:18:00.003+08:00

yours truly is super sleepy now ):
woke up at 7am today for tennis orientation.. Was very unwilling to go because i was very tired.
But i went in the end :D
Met up with Karina only because Audrey and Jing Hui was not feeling well .
Saw meng tuck at tennis court . he's grp1 too !
i think tennis was quite fun and cool .. i hope i can learn well but i know it's never easy..
&& i hate the sun please !! i felt i became darker already. i don't want to be black !!

Piano lesson was canceled last min again ):
went home to take a 2 hours nap :D * the happiest moments in life
Meet up Hwee Ping, Celena, Gerlene and Liu Yun at Compass Point for Dinner @ swencen (((:
It's been so long since i last saw them, i mean talk with them..
i miss them so much i swear !!
The laughter, Complaints, gossips we had tgt was awesome.. Yes, i talk alot !!!
i was totally silence for three weeks since poly start , i hate myself for doing that but i don't no why too ! is that shy /?
Vented out all my troubles to eavh other, spend an hour to eat our favorite main course and Ice cream :D
Took many pictures together !!
i love them so muchh... see you guys soon !!

))): Projects, ICA, tutorials just sucks !! MONDAY )))))))':

2010-05-05T00:19:00.001+08:00

greetings world,
Hmm, school started for around three weeks already. It's getting better each day with the surroundings and my wonderful friends in nyp.

However, the work load are
increasing gradually. I couldn't understand some of the lectures and thus, i had difficulty doing the tutorials. I hate accounting alot because i felt that it's super confusing with the credit and debit thingy. My nvss did not offer that as a subject for O levels last time and thus i'm suffering now.
Booo nvss, but i still miss secondary life alot!
&&& my brother refuse to teach me even he know how! -Roar at him!

2010-04-30T21:22:00.002+08:00

shyt shyt shit, i have problems doing statistic tutorial and the accounting tutorials. I've got a brother who don't even bothers to teach me.

Huh, can someone tell me why i feel so down since poly start ? I hate this feeling alot. Ok, never mind. I'll cheer up :D It just feels like I was being forced to do it. No passion, no willingness to learn, no nothing. It's just like I'm going to study for it for the sake of doing it. I don't see any goal in my life anymore. I don't see anything anymore. Just a blur vision on my future.

2010-04-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

CHRISTINE ! THIS IS YOUR BIRTHDAY PRESENT !
i hope you like it. hahaha !

you are my best friend forever! no one can replace you in my heart.

2010-04-25T18:46:00.003+08:00

Poly life started for a week already. I'm still trying to adapt the environment there.
how should i put it ?

- i'm in NYP Business Management class BM1009 (:
- i got 7 modules....& those are the foundation of business.
- There will be a group project for every module which i hate it !!
- I HATE PRESENTATION ! ( shy lehhs )
- Nice classmates :D hopefully will get to know all of them well soon . hees
- Some of my lecturers are very old :x
- BORING LECTURES !!
- i can't understand some of the modules on the first lecture. How sad !!!
- i love Thursday and Friday the most because i got only 4 hours of lesson ! thumb up :D
- I WISH TO ACE ALL MODULES but i think is impossible.
- will word hard because i choose this path myself instead of JC .

okay !! jyjy .
anw, Speech day'2010 was awesome .
This was the first time i went up to the stage ! i mean academically. hees. Top 4 in na lehs, dun play play! * hao lian* i think it will be my last time too D:
hehes, got 50 dollars popular vouchers and i notice i got alot at home.

i wish to see ppl like Christine, YJ, Xueli, Caroline, Hid, Clarabelle, Dennis, Hwee Ping, Celena around the school ! lets meet for lunch someday.

BYE.

2010-04-18T10:43:00.001+08:00

i miss secondary days.
I miss 5N1
I miss seeing you everyday.

Feeling so uncomfortable now, really bad.

2010-04-09T19:27:00.001+08:00

2010-04-09T18:59:00.004+08:00

Woohoo ! poly is going to start soon !

i wonder is good or bad :x

i choose my path myself and i will make sure i won't regret choosing this path. God bless that i will adapt very soon to this new environment and score well for every exams ! pleasee :D

*KPOP *

F.T island !

He's Lee Hong Ki . not handsome but can i say he is really pretty ! lol

i hope that i will not addict to kpop and neglect my studies.. i got more things to do than these.
HAHAHA , but it's ok to relax a while right ?!

2010-04-04T23:22:00.004+08:00

Haha ! so true and funny ! hmm, i think one person don't believe it. Haa, guess who ?!

They are my new love now !! SNSD !!
Run Devil Run , you better run run run run run (heart)

Tiffany & Tae yeon ! you both are so cute !

ohmygosh ! Bangs don't suit me.. Hate my round face a lot !!

Anyone can give me tips on how to make my face look not so chubby !! LOL

& Bye . all the best to my friends out there .

2010-04-03T02:07:00.000+08:00

2010-03-30T00:26:00.002+08:00

thanks god for everything.

I'm bored and tired. Me and bro helped my dad to move all equipment to our new zu chao stall at amk blk 388. (: i have been a good girl today.

> i'm gg to make a blog soon to help my dad advertise his business.
> holidays is ending soon when i just had my holidays.
>heard project work 2010 is quite tough, all the best to my jc friends.
> i'm doing some saving now.
> i'm still thinking what laptop to buy. Thanks bro and his friends for helping me in this matter.
> i'm happy to have my wonderful friends and family.
> most importantly, i trust God.

2010-03-26T17:09:00.009+08:00

China Trip !!

i'm not sure what am i pointing at .. lol

bing tang hu lu ! very very nice..

See the prawn, is super duper small ! haha. The big ones swim to Singapore ?

Mutto spicy and sour soup ! This is the best in the cold weather. (:

so romantic !

The big plate of steamed egg (:

nice !

See the flower !

Trying to act cute there. Welcome to Shanghai expo 2010 !

HAHA !

papa and me

This is not photoshop ! haha. hmm, why m i wearing my jacket that way ?! haha

i looked so retarded

This is on the Second day, we went to 苏州 ! That place was nice to shop but raining you see !
I love the flowers ! it's PINK !! so cute !
Brother & ME in the aeroplane

All the pictures are not in daily order !

Great pictures, Great foods, Great people, Great time, Great weather, Great prices, Great place !

i believe my family have alot of fun there and it will be a memorable trip to us!

2010-03-24T09:50:00.001+08:00

i know i have to blog , but i'm lazy you see. Hahaha

Yup, back from shanghai.
Love the weather, super cold there. Went with tour and did alot of shopping ! Ohya, their things are cheap.
Took alot of pictures and i will upload someday.

Bye.

2010-03-10T16:56:00.006+08:00

ok! Hi all.

My dae appeal to nyp business management is successful! Was super relieved and happy after received this letter from nyp!

Thus, i am gg to leave my innova junior college this week. I actually enjoyed the people there, like my wonderful classmates 1025A rocks! Although the lessons there was very boring, i managed to keep my eyes open . Haha ! & wearing a JC uniform is damn cool can, everyone will view you differently ! I'm happy that i actually tried jc for a month even though i leave in the end, which not many does. Because i got a idea of what is H2 and H1 subjects , know what is General paper, project work . Lessons till very late everyday and i learnt not to take afternoon nap if possible. I saw different type of studying environment which i can't see in secondary school . Everyone there are clever and hardworking. They took out their notes to revise during break time. One word : STRESS! Dear 1025A, work hard for the rest of the two years and i believe you will succeed and go to university in the end. I want to see you guys on the news or newspaper telling me that you are one of the top scholar for A level in ijc. You can do it! :D

Did not go for cs election and cca today. Went to nyp and medical check up instead. Waited for hours for my turn to x ray and body check up. Troublesome you know? Haha. Thanks family for staying beside me!

& YEAH, i am going shanghai this coming friday ! So excited because i never go that place before. Haha.

2010-02-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

woohoo! A beautiful saturday!
Woke up at eleven am, not a good night sleep as i keep waking up for toilet! Maybe i drank too much water yest. HAHA.

Watching titani now! Sad to say, this is my first time watching! Haha, i know i'm lack. But, i felt it was damn nice! I don't really watch movie when i was young?
Because i can't understand english and i'm lazy to read the chinese subtitle.

Ohmy, i miss all my secondary sch friends! Especially ming yu, zoe, ida, caroline, hp, celena, ger, brendy, xl and more girls and guys! I want to see them all soon! Please ask me out! I never seen them for months!

LOLS! I did not do any homeworks today? I'm slack yeah. Because i'm waiting for march, when dae results gg to be out! I'm not gg to put my heart on my JC studies unless my dae fails. Then a lot of catch up work have to be done on March holidays. Hope, really hope that my dae will be successful! I don't want to be troubled over this matter again.

IJC for the third week. Met my wonderful classmates. Still not bonded with them but i know they are great! Haha, i'm the oldest but the shortest there really. And the fatest! Christine, i wish you're there. LOL! School ended very late everyday except wed :D
i miss nvss wed when i can slept till late morning and had three hours of lessons. Wow, thats great! But no more now..

I have to rush my homework tml! Wish me luck.

There is two type of people in this world, winner and loser. Today, you shape your future.

2010-02-21T23:25:00.002+08:00

HELLO !
i did MATHS MATHS and more MATHS for the weekends ! LOL.
H2 maths is really difficult for me, i dont know most of them.
All required A maths & i have to dig out my bro's A maths textbk to refer to the chapter.
It sux ok . double effort = success ?!

我也不喜欢华文文学。好难啊。老实说，我对华文的喜爱不是很好，可以在O水准考得好成绩对我来说是个奇迹！哈哈。还有啊，我班上的华文学生都是数一数二的！我想我是最差的吧 XD 不管了，赢就赢吧。

2010-02-19T23:28:00.002+08:00

................... TIRED! give up should i?

2010-02-18T21:14:00.002+08:00

The same old feeling come back to me again, why am i feeling that way?
I hide most of the things to myself because i trust no one..

JC is really one of the biggest obstacle in my life. i can't catch up with my studies, i cant do the tutorial. March, dae results will be out. I seriously hope i can go in to the course i want. i guess i will be crazy soon. God, please help me.

2010-02-12T22:50:00.003+08:00

Been in IJC for a week already. It was very hard for me in the beginning as i have to adapt in the new environment. Without any friends beside me, i felt so lost and lonely. I tried to occupied myself with notes during break time but my mind wasn't there. Anw, i have a hard time catching up with my studies as all of them covered some parts of the chapter.

Yesterday, the class posting was out! My class 1025A took the same combination of subjects. Most of them are girls and only 8 guys. Did some introduction to the class and managed to know some of them.

Cny celebration in ijc today. The hall got air con. Lol. Ok, nothing to surprise abt. Lion dance was great but i had gastric pain that affect my mood. Wanted to go back nvss today but my school release super late! So did not go. I miss nvss and the teachers there!

Yeah! Will be gg back Malaysia for cny! I miss my relative too! &will be back on tues due to SCHOOL! Hate it damn it.

2010-02-09T00:22:00.002+08:00

i can't describe my feelings now, it was terrible. No point hiding in a corner and cry. I deserve it.

Anw, today is my first day in innova JC, the most lousy one in singapore. Just because i couldn't accept the fact that i was posted to engineering course, i decided to try jc. I thought every poly have direct admission exercise, but just found out, only nyp has it. That means that my chance to appeal to poly is very very low.

I really hate Jc life. I really want to go out of Jc. I don't want stress. Without A maths, i will probably suffer alot alot. I really can't deal with the stress. I feel so lost and lonely in a new environment. That is the most bad thing really. THIS IS THE MOST DIFFICULT MOMENTS IN MY LIFE, from getting the o level results till now. I can't cope with it. I can't stop thinking abt my future. What happened to me?

GOD, PLEASE HELP ME.

2010-02-01T22:49:00.003+08:00

hello, below are my dishes for coursework! Haha. Not very happy with my overall presentation because those dishes looked quite disgusting, but it tasted nice! Heh heh.
Especially my lemon cheese cake, the one i practiced the most but it failed badly on the practical day. Haiz. Haha!

I should have upload these pictures earlier but i don't want myself to upset over this matter when i look at the pictures. Haha.
Really shocked that i got a A2 for fnn because i thought i did badly for my practical and coursework B. & my fnn theory was difficult!

THANKS Mdm leong and Mdm siva for my grades! Thanks christine (for letting me copy a few sentences) and dearest textbook for my reference! Haha.

yoyo, blogger is taking so long to load pictures !

2010-01-28T17:09:00.004+08:00

Recieved the SMS from MOE yest morning 6++ am ... i woke up and prepared for my Flyer distribution job at SIM.
Checked my HP and saw christine massage , she got into NYP tourism, her 1st choice. i was happy for her.
Is my turn , i was very eager to know my new school but ,
"LEE YEOW SHEN will be Posted to NYP Electronics, computer & communications Engineering ! D: (26)"

DO YOU KNOW HOW SHOCKED AM I ?

i was dumbfounded.. What the Hell is that course. i hold on my tears and stayed calm.
Started to flip mt JAE booklet and looking for information for that course.
i sms my boss and decided to gave up my job..
APPEAL !! my brother told me . I was relieved upon hearing that because i thought there is not such things like appeal.
Dad drove me and brother to NP .
SMS from friends telling me their new school and course on the journey to NP.
i was very sad and thought of a lot of things. i really hope that was a dream. but it is not.

I think i am the first one who went to NP for appeal .
The system had not open yet and i waited for a hour. Thanks mum for staying beside me and CURSE THE MOE . lol .
After appealing, i went to their toilet and cried. i was wondering WHY WHY WHY .
i wipe off my tears and came out. Went back home after that . i knew mum saw it. It had been years since i last cried. Mum told me it is okay, i will be alright. (:

went home to sleep till 6pm. woke up for gathering in Sengkang. God will bless me , i believe.

2010-01-19T02:18:00.001+08:00

watching YLBFB now., so funny!
Shall go to sleep after watching.

I was rotting at my house for days. My grandmother is going back malaysia tml. I will miss her much even though i had a hard time taking care of her.

Facebook, twitter, pluck are getting so boring! Haha. Ok. Bye.

2010-01-15T22:36:00.006+08:00

2009 Study time = Photo time

ahaha/ short hair

2008 !! @ ming yu hus LOL

2010 random shots.

Thanks Zoe & ida for the present !

SCORE SO WELL HOR !

HAHA. so ugly !

sexy babe :?

My hair got colour? ><

NP, please accept me !!

YJ drinking her Favourite drink . Super expensive

LCH brought a Camera again .

His wife was holding her spoiled camera . LOL

2010-01-15T14:14:00.002+08:00

Below are my 12 choices. i hope to get in Accountancy please !!

1 - N51 ACCOUNTANCY (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
2 - S75 ACCOUNTANCY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
3 - N45 BUSINESS STUDIES (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
4 - T02 ACCOUNTING & FINANCE (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
5 - S76 BANKING & FINANCIAL SERVICES (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
6 - S55 TOURISM AND RESORT MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
7 - 29S SERANGOON JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (SERANGOON JUNIOR COLLEGE)
8 - C98 ACCOUNTANCY & FINANCE (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
9 - C96 BANKING & FINANCIAL SERVICES (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)
10 - N88 CHINESE MEDIA & COMMUNICATION (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
11 - S71 BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
12 - N70 CHINESE STUDIES (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)

yes. & i hope i get a job soon since i am not gg JC. err wait, i choose SRJC as my 7th choice :X How dare me . i thought JC was always my dream, but without a good foundation of English ( i got C6) & A- maths ( i didnt study that), i am afraid that i will not able to cope it. So say bye bye to JC. LOL . Hope i don't get in :D heh.

2010-01-12T12:07:00.004+08:00

i am quite satisfied with my O level results. :D
It was a god's gift for me !

i was super nervous the day before & the day of the release of results.
I woke up for many times during the night and woke up early in the morning to pray for good results.

went RP for lunch & sch after that.
The first time i step into the school since O's ended.
approached to the Canteen & saw many schoolmates. From their expression, all of them were very excited to know about their results, including me luh.
Time passed so slow while waiting for results.

hehheh ! i was on stage !
i was so shocked that i was one of the top five for NA.
This is my very first time i went up to the stage! The photo on the screen was super ugly but who cares!!

RESULTS :
ENG - C6
quite disappointed but i passed !!! :D

Combine Humans - B4
Should get better as well .

E- Maths - A2
Ultra shiok. Christine score same as me! hahaha

Combine Science - A2
unexpected ! i thought i did badly for it :D

F&N - A2
My effort on coursework really helps !

Chinese - A1
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Got 4As , 1B , 1C !!
L1R4 = 12 ( with CCA pts)
L1R5 = 16 ( with CCA pts)

I AM HAPPY WITH MY RESULTS !! YOU ?! my hard work really paid off !
&&& TYS ROCKS !!

Dear Close friends, Don't give up yet if you did badly. once you give up, you are a failure. Don't be too upset. Learn to stand up again after failure. Friends will always be there for you when you need us.. Please cheer up because you had tried your best. :D

2010-01-10T00:44:00.002+08:00

O's Results is out next monday which mean one more day! Was feeling very nervous for past few weeks but not now. Haha. Not because i am feeling confident, but i had a talk with mum just now while jogging.

She told me to relax and told me she knew i wasn't a clever student unlike my brother. I actually felt much better as i know she didn't pin high hope on me. But who don't wish to make their parents proud? My parents wish i could go to JC , then to Uni. No, i have no confidence to do well at all. I felt so useless living in this world.

2010-01-05T01:05:00.003+08:00

i feel so giddy after walking in the rain w Mingyu and Christine. Well, nvm. Since i didn't work or study, i can wake up late tml :D ok, nothing to proud of. Hahas!

Went hougang mall with C & MY. Intend to hunt for jobs but we didn't ask in the end. We went cotton on to buy shorts instead. Haha. Christine told me his father is going to ask his friend to introduce us office jobs. Hope everything turn out successfully.

Decided to go back home after that but christine wanted to go PS or VIVO. We rejected her idea. So boring there. Suddenly aunty christ said she want to go Chinatown! What shocking is Mingyu agree too! Too bad, one against two. We went Chinatown.
Window shopping around chinatown and bought nothing. Went people park to have our drinks and then OG after that. Tried some aunty dress with christine and took pictures too! Sorry, i won't post the photos here as it was too ugly. Haha.

Having lots of fun and laughter in the journey. Headed home after that. I'm so tired now. Bye!

2010-01-03T16:02:00.002+08:00

using my handphone to blog now!
Stayed at home for the past few days. Wanted to go swimming but none of them willing to accompany me for many reasons. Ask me out! I am damn bored at home.

I was dragged by my mum to go jogging every night. Yeah, i walked through out and hop sometimes. Caroline said she saw me hopping and she laugh. lol!

My brother don't allow me to use computer as i was singing non stop with a microphone and he said i was disturbing him studying. Haiz. Boring channel 8 shows!
I want to watch Xia yi zhan xing fu! I love this show. Vanness is so cool in that show. Haha. Stopped at ep 6 and i will continue when gor is not around.

Hi my sweetheart next ep9 is tmr! Huhu. Dalang dalang :D i believe many of my friends are catching the show now. Thumb up!

Hello, do anyone knows when is O level results coming out? My heart is going to drop out whenever my friends or family mentioned Results...
I was like "stop it, i don't want to heard it ". But i was thinking about it every night and started to pray to God to let me scored well. Haha. My mum is nagging at me to do housework. Sigh. She always said "you are going to get it from me if your results is bad," .

Erm bye!

2010-01-01T18:10:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 :D

Resolution for 2010 :

:PASS O LEVEL WITH FLYING COLOURS !
: Go to the course i like .
: God love
: everyone to be healthy !
: Do well in academic and CCA
: Able to make more friends in my new school !
: BE a HAPPY seventeen year old girl .

Time flies . is the world going to end at 2012 ? i wish .

haha !

i am addicted to VIWAWA.com (big 2.5 ) i won most of the time !

2009-12-30T22:21:00.008+08:00

reflection for 2009.
What should i say? 2009 was not a fun year for me due to O Level! With tons of homeworks, many revision to be done in a year time, high expectation from my family and school , i almost break down! There were times that i lose control of my feelings and start crying to sleep. However, i made it through. Well, the results have not come out yet and i can't say hard work pays first.
First, I wanna to thank God for everything he gave me. He made me believe that i can do it. I hope you can continue support me in everything i do.

Was looking at my picture folders and everything, this year pass by so fast. I see myself change so much, be it mind or look. I always wanted to leave NVSS, but now i don't want things to end that fast because the people in there covers up the negative points.
I remember how stress everyone got when O's are nearing, staying back almost everyday after school for mock test and exams.
I will miss My class 5N1 who always jokes around in class. Even though we are always locked outside the classroom because chairman was always late and the boys were noisy and distractiong in almost every lesson, there was many things and fun we shared together and it was fantastic.

there wanna to thanks my best friends who always be by my side for these five years. You all made me laugh even for a little small things. Thanks for lending me your hands when i needed you all. We sometimes do quarrel but nothing can break us up, we always continue our nonsense after a few days or a few hours. We gossip together, we laugh together, we jokes together, we study together, we stress tgt, we slack tgt, we eat tgt, those are the happiest moments we shared and i won't forget. Without you, my secondary life is Nothing. So thanks Christine and Mingyu. I hope you will excel in your life. I won't forget you all, you made a difference in my life! Thank you both very much for everything and sorry for those nonsense that i gave you .

There are also many characters around me that play a part in all these and i am thankful. Thanks Caroline, hweeping, ger, celena, zoe, ida, zhi ying, xueli, brendy, gerald, rohaizad, clarabelle, liuyun, rashida, some boys, 5N1, Mrs per, Mrs lim, Mr lee, Mdm lee, yang lao shi, Mdm woo, Mr soong and all those friends and teachers who had came into my life and touch my life in dramatic fashion . I am sad that we can't study and jokes around in school next year. I hope you won't forget me. :D

Lastly, i hope 2010 will be a better year for me, even better than this year! BYE 2009. Welcome 2010 year.

2009-12-25T11:30:00.004+08:00

back from my Genting, KL, kluang and Melaka trip! Wonderful trip indeed!

Very unlucky , we went genting at a wrong timing! Didn't notice that it was actually a public holiday that day. After we reach up there, we were eager to find a hotel to put our belongings . However, the hotel was all booked. That means we have no room to stay. So me, brother and biao jie decided to spend a night at madonals while my mum and aunt wanted to leave genting. But lastly we found a hotel room even though it was quite expensive. Thanks God for that!

Went Outdoor to play and it was packed with people! We have to wait at least 1 hour for a ride. Thus we didn't really play those exciting rides as those need to wait for very long. Plus the weather was bad, all rides had to stop functioning. It was a waste of money definaly.

Played arcade at night till 2am and went to sleep. Went back aunt's home the next day. Shopping at KL the next two days. Bought nothing even thought many things attracts me.

Ya! Melaka trip was nice too! Went Afamosa water world with cousins. Haha. The slides were fun! I am lazy to elaborate them.

I guess i should stop my "holidays" and start to find a job. I am actually Quite envy some of my friends who enjoy their work and having fun out there! Bye.

2009-12-16T13:55:00.000+08:00

haha. I am back after a week of malaysia in kluang. A bit boring than before but as usual, went k box every night for hours and supper after that. Actually intend to be back on last thursday as i have to help my brother to do smt. But my cousins wanted me to go back the following monday to celebrate cousin's 21 birthday. So i agreed. Went to buy many materials and food for the bbq party on sun. Was so busy on sat to prepare food, decorate the house with balloons. Fun fun fun !

Tml i will be going genting with mama, brother and cousins. Hope it will be fun there. Will be there a week again! Yipee. I am used to the days without computer! What most important is family beside you. Huhhuh. I am scared that my O level result will disappoint me. Oh my. Worried. Don't tell me you are not. Bye.

2009-12-05T00:43:00.004+08:00

Hello hello hello!
just done practising my piano skills. Indeed, i forgotten most of it as i didn't touch them for half a year :D i will be having my piano lesson at 5.15pm & i knew i will get scolded again for not practising regularly. haha. don't care luhh . Just nothing bad happens . GOD BLESS!
Phew. i am super boring at home. Being a good girl, i helped my mother to iron a big mountain of clothes and washed the plates ! hehe. Mama forced me to go find work but what should i do ?

Went Orchard with my cousin and mama yesterday as my cousin wanted to interview . She intend to find a job in Singapore as $$$ high high ! LOL. Then after that, my cousin went back Malaysia and my mama went to work.

I went to find Christine at Plaza Sing as i knew she will be super boring selling those coffee machine. So called her and find her. I saw very surprised, She Slimmed Down !! HAHA.
Waited for her to finish her work at 7pm, She took me to explore Giant :D She seemed so sad there and the worst thing is She didn't even sell one machine. Haha. i felt pity for the company. Christine also don't care XD
Something very tiring and funny was , we agreed to meet outside Giant on Level 1 as the staff there have to go by the back door. So i went from the main gate . After waited for her 5min, i began to panic and went to look for her UP and Down . i wondered why she took so long to reach. The worst thing was My phone went no battery . Therefore i went MRT to search for public telephone but to no valid. After searching for 15mins, i felt like giving up and wanted go home alone. I went up Level 1 Giant Again and yes, finally Christine Called my name YSSSS. We both laughed and feeling so tired. Christine said it is worst then running 2.4km ! LOL...
We went back together

Ok. i typed alot today . i know there is lots of spelling and gammar mistakes but i am lazy to change them . haha. sorry . BYEBYE. maybe going back Malaysia again soon ! i am tired!!

i miss you .

2009-12-02T23:37:00.003+08:00

my cousin is in my house now ! haha :D

Hello ! i am back from Malaysia !! but will go back again soon .

i am very sad because i am starting my Piano lesson this sat. so soon can !! ):

i didn't even practices since July. i will confirm get scolded by the teacher ):

ahhh. i am scared !!

i am lazy to type out the details the days in malaysia . but i really did relax myself there ! (:

play, eat, sleep ! how carefree. HAHA . poor Christine and Mingyu ! i think you both need to relax yourself. i know you wish too , but...

2009-11-23T19:39:00.003+08:00

With celena . wait... Where is my photo With Celena ?! don't tell me i forgot to take with her .

CAROLINE DABIAN XD She is my loveee . ok. i think i zhao geng !!

With Miss Chan Hui Ling .(Maths and Form teacher)

LiuYun :DD She is gorgeous .

BRENDY <333

2009-11-22T21:32:00.009+08:00

Me is so boring ! i can't wait to go back to Malaysia on Tuesday :DD
Grad High was over , i guess i have less chance to meet my classmates anymore ! i started to miss School and some lessons. i miss Physics lesson and miss Science practicals with friends ):
Even though English Lesson was so boring, Mdm Woo actions never fail to make to laugh. haha! Miss gossiping with MingYu and Christine in class about some teachers, the one MY hate the most. LOL! Watch the CD given during the Grad High tea, harhar! so funny luh. especially the PE department video. They copy some of the advertisement on the TeeVee :DD Some songs remix are nice too!

Anw, i went interview at upper Paya Lebar as a promoter few days ago, and they accepted me ! However, after deciding for a few days, Me decided not to take the job :D The pay was not bad okay ! 1 month-$1200- $2000 ( depends on performances and commission) . The reason is, ma ma not allow me to work for so long, i am not sure what the Job is promoting about, i afraid that i will be cheated..... so , too bad!

Woo Hoo ! going to watch movie 2012 with Friend and accompany Christ & ming yu to their Job interview tml . Hope they can succeed this time!! coz they already interview for countless times, but there were no news ): Good Luck arh !!

OK !! BYE>< :D i am super happy that i am going Malaysia on Tues ! i am so sick and tired of the busy cities and lifestyle here. i still can't get over something...... sighh

2009-11-21T15:57:00.009+08:00

VENUE : Raffles Town Club
TIME : 1pm - 5pm
EVENT : NVSS Graduation High Tea '09

My secondary school life sux without all of you. i will never forget all of you !
1N2 '05 , 2N2 '06, 3N1 '07, 4N1 '08, 5N1 '09
Five years of secondary life, bye bye.
i hope i can graduate :DDD

Veena & hidayah & MY & ChristineBANGS

With XUELI :D

Ming yu BANGS ~

Mdm Woo !

Ger, Christine & ZY !

:DDD

5N1 classmates !

Together we are ~~HI FIVE~~
nonono ! is seventies ! haha . Friendship never broken <3>
sexy leg. wee o wee!

Huang wang and Christine :DD

Jacob Chua. :)

GERLENE ! ^v^
Hidayah ! :D

With lovesss !

Clarabelle :D

Rohaizad !

MR LEE CK !

My pathetic one pic with Hwee Peng "Mu hou "D:

i will miss all of you ! <3>

Three models in the toilet of RTC! HAHAHA Christine & MY. forever buddies !
so unglam. haha! we both have round nose XD sad!

2009-11-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

Can't stop laughing at this india version of "SORRY SORRY". rofl!!

2009-11-16T00:29:00.007+08:00

PUKE :S ahaha ! jk. So chio. weeOwee!
CHRISTINE is a Zilian kuang. XD Can't stand her le. hahas

haha. i am one too !

HAHA ! my teeth :S

i realize my face is square :O

Our Breakfast cum Lunch cum Dinner before our work

YEA ! i am done with uploading all the photos !
it took me 3 full hours due to the large file :( i don't want to take photo next time. Let others be the photographer then .muahaha.

BYE.

2009-11-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

I hate work seriously !!
It is not fun at all. :(
Not gg to do any jobs related to Foods again !!

i am going Vivo with Classmates tml !
haha.
i had been gg out everyday since O level finish :D
ok. Shall spend some days with parents and at home.

I want to K songs at home . Kaoroke system Rocks many many !

2009-11-13T19:18:00.004+08:00

YEA! O LEVELS WERE OVER :DD

i think everyone deserve a clap for themselves.

Hope effort pays !!

i just hope 18 pts and below for L1R4 !
GOD BLESS EVERYONE !!

2009-11-05T20:10:00.001+08:00

"The most selfish one letter word
— I, Avoid it at all costs.

The most satisfying two letter word
— We, Use it every day.

The most poisonous three letter word
— Ego, Kill it with kindness.

The most used four letter word
— Love, Value it forever.

The most pleasing five letter word
— Smile, Keep it on your face.

The fastest spreading six letter word
— Rumors, Ignore it with truth.

The hardest working seven letter word
— Success, Achieve it with friends.

The most enviable eight letter word
— Jealousy, Distance it by ignoring it.

The most powerful nine letter word
— Knowledge, Acquire it by learning.

The most essential ten letter word
— Confidence, Trust it with your heart."

1. TWO MORE PAPERS!
2. ONE MORE WEEK !
3. I can't wait for O's to end ! i am tired of revision and exams !!
4. Chicken essence is useless to me, i need sleep :X
5. FNN is so much to memorize. i am dying soon..
6. Eyes bag, dark circles and pimples !! here they come.
7. Diet !!!
8 . Good luck for all the papers
9. Ask me out after O level. i am free! Jobs, anyone?
10. Bye bye . i miss you.

2009-10-03T20:04:00.004+08:00

sorry !

will be away & not be blogging for a month due to Os !

ok, who really cares, i know.

this week is my busiest week in the whole year!

Mock mock mock mock & mock exam.

yes, all flunked.

im worried. May god bless me.

i drew it. lol ! i think smt is not right. hmm.

maybe this is too cute . HAHA

2009-09-28T00:02:00.001+08:00

don't know why, i think i am the cutest :D

HOHOHO . jkjk!!

Sunflower christine, monkey MY, Devil zoe, Penguin YS !

2009-09-15T00:15:00.005+08:00

i am not sleeply at all !

i think i sleep too much during afternoon nap :P

Christine said she is going to wear like this during grad high dinner.
( laugh out LOUD )

HAHA. ok, not funny . quite fake actually -.-

2009-09-13T22:02:00.001+08:00

Frankly speaking, i am so proud of my "art work" below :D

normal version above

Anime version of SNG CHRISTINE!!
christ, you gotto thanks me ! & welcome in advance :x

OK ! presenting fairy Lee Yeow Shen...

&&& i will grand all your wishes :D HAHAHA

Oh my gosh, one week holiday GONE !!

FIVE MORE WEEKS TO Os. i am so not ready. * crying for help*

2009-09-05T23:41:00.003+08:00

Watched 超级星光大道 on Youtube just now .
Disapointedly, Cai ai jia didn't win this time round .
i was looking forward every week to her next performmance but so sad ..
She is out .
Nevertheless, i think she is great ! jiayous .

HAHA .
Time to talk about Studies, O level, Studies, O level again !
Didn't you all noticed that most of the posts is about Studies ?!
i am super duper mega STRESS now .
With less than 7 weeks to O's and long overdue revision schedules. I need to study. To all who're taking Os Ns As, hang it there ! It's the last lap. Sprint !! :D

i am having headache the whole evening till now :/
Shall plan a time table for revision soon.
OK ! bye. Good night pals !
i am very tired
haha

2009-08-30T20:18:00.007+08:00

Give me a break please .
i am not your dog . Fuck off !

HAHA ! Finally change my LOVE STORY song to 陈伟联《分手的情书》.
你的爱情是什么颜色的呢?
Geeeehaa :D
Hope you like it .
I want to buy his album :]

BYE ! & have a happy period :x
hmm, how to upload pictures ?

2009-08-27T20:48:00.002+08:00

Give me some motivation please!
Tell me how important of O level please!
Can tv programmes and com not as attractive to me please !

Countdown seven weeks to O level! Jiayous!
Oh shit, i am hungry.

I love sunflower, peanuts and corn! Haha, this is a secret between us! Shh. XD

2009-08-22T19:24:00.001+08:00

Sorry blogger! I am too lazy to update you.
Anw, prelim results were such a great disappointment. :(((!
I failed my English! Arggh, didn't prepare to tell my mum about it until parent meeting session! She will scold me for sure. Huhhuh. I believe she will greatly disappointed by it because she actually hired a English home tuition for me in order for me to do well for English. But seems no improvement! What should i do? English pro, Help Help Help! Haha

Just pass my Maths, Humans, but only border line. I score an A2 for fnn. Haha! B4 for science, there is room of improvement definaly. Chinese O level result? Is safe and sound! haha . Ok, in conclusion, i scored 20 for L1R4 , 25 for L1R5. I can't choose JC, there is limited course for Poly. Big sighh D:

On a positive side, it is a only a prelim! Less than Two more months to O level. My aim is to score 15 for L1R4 . & 19 for L1R5! Wish me luck, don't be selfish lah lah lah. Hoho,
O level English Oral on coming Monday! God bless please. SMILE SMILE SMILE in front of the examiners :D

Good bye.